Hydraulic Level 5, ch 18
It is interesting in reading this chapter, that I realize that Bella is still a little girl in the eyes of the Cullens. They are all still, and always have been, coddling her "for her own good". Instead of letting her experience the pitfalls her life had taken, they buffered it and cheated her out of the pain she needed to feel in order to heal. They really know nothing of the woman she is. Not Esme and Carlisle. Not Edward. Even Rosalie, who is supposed to be her friend, is trying to pressure her into an unknown situation. A situation that could be potentially emotionally damaging for two people.
I know E/B are in the midst of this opening up, but I hope this awakening, not knowing what demons and emotions it will draw forth, does not cloud the wedding.
It is interesting in reading this chapter, that I realize that Bella is still a little girl in the eyes of the Cullens. They are all still, and always have been, coddling her "for her own good". Instead of letting her experience the pitfalls her life had taken, they buffered it and cheated her out of the pain she needed to feel in order to heal. They really know nothing of the woman she is. Not Esme and Carlisle. Not Edward. Even Rosalie, who is supposed to be her friend, is trying to pressure her into an unknown situation. A situation that could be potentially emotionally damaging for two people.
I know E/B are in the midst of this opening up, but I hope this awakening, not knowing what demons and emotions it will draw forth, does not cloud the wedding.
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