Company Loves Misery, Ch. 6

Wanting to grant someone forgiveness, and living that forgiveness everyday are two very different creatures. There is a release in forgiving someone. Not only for them, but for you. Living with that action though, is not always so easy. Especially when said person does things to remind you of the pain they inflicted upon you. Sometimes you making an innocent comment can trigger their guilt, and make them think you are merely being malicious, which in turn makes you feel guilty. It is a convoluted clusterfuck.

I am happy for Edward and his accomplishment in obtaining employment. I am thankful that Bella is willing/desperate enough to give him these chances to help her.

Demons are ever present. Some slumbering in the shade, others roaring down their necks.